Cik Jah dah graduasi.

7 years ago, I was a dreamer...7 year later, I am.

I dreamt to wear a convocation robe and walk on the stage. This was realised last Sunday. Alhamdulillah. This was the hardest thing to reach years ago tho. 

I set a new goal..listing down my wishes I am in 10 years. I won't stop dream. A dreamer never fails to dream. 

I am not a smart person to begin with. I took a road not taken. Suatu perjalanan yang jauh dan panjang. Banyak aku kehilangan. 2 tahun lalu, di saat aku berhempas pulas mengejar deadline assignments, aku perlu menerima hakikat yang aku tidak boleh aktif seperti dulu dan abang yang aku anggap pengganti figura ayah meninggalkan aku. I lost my left wing, I was broken. I am grateful to have a good listener, a counselor. Aku jugak ada mak yang selalu mendorong aku untuk terus maju dalam nada membebel. Syukur aku tak berputus asa. Sehelai sijil ini hadiah untuk mak.   

I am thankful to have my unmarried brother, my best buddy. He knows my weakest spot.  He sacrificed so much for me, he still. I am partly to be blamed, why he still single. 

I have my other brothers and sisters, they are doing their roles pretty great. I love them. I cannot lose another one. They are like my hands and legs. 

This is just my first phase of knowing how life works.